I was already undressed and in bed when you sent your instructions. My bed is my favorite place to spend time. I hibernate there, especially in the winter…. Besides sleeping, I eat, read, write, knit, sew, think, watch tv and movies—all in the comfort of my bed with my dog usually sleeping beside me. I swear all he does is sleep.
I definitely had to masturbate before I slept, otherwise I wouldn’t sleep at all. My body was tense with desire. I was on my back, writing with my phone resting on my chest. My stomach felt tense, maybe because I was pushing my ass down into the mattress. I’m not sure why I was doing this, perhaps in an effort to relieve this inner tension, but it didn’t help.
I knew immediately which toy I would use in my ass. It’s blue, and inflexible, made of very firm plastic. I’ve never come from only anal stimulation. I enjoy it, almost as much as I like anal sex, but I still need clitoral stimulation to come. It’s actually really difficult for me to have an orgasm with someone else. I can do it alone, just reading, in fact (look, no hands! Not that there’s anything wrong with that.)
Since you told me to masturbate, I assumed you meant I should come, so I was going to need an additional toy on my clit. Even with this, it would still be difficult. The only thing which could possibly also help was that I was tremendously aroused.
So I turned over on my stomach and began to use just the tip of the blue toy, teasing the area around the hole it would soon enter. Breathing deeply, telling myself to relax, I slowly pushed the toy into me, until it was completely buried in my ass, only the black cap would be visible to an onlooker. I closed my eyes and thought about you, teasing me, entering me. Would you use a toy, or your cock? How would it feel? How quickly, or how slowly would you enter me? Where would your hands be? Around my hips, waist, breasts, on a wall or something else in front of me? Would you pause once you completely filled me? Or would you immediately start to use me? Would you say anything while you were inside me, or would you focus on what you were feeling? The tightest, most satisfying ass you’d ever encountered.
My thoughts returned to my body, this toy inside me, as I fucked myself with it, imagining it was you. I went deep and shallow, fast and slow, exploring the possibilities of arousal within my ass.
Unsatisfied, desperate to come, to feel some form of completion, I turned on another toy, a small purple USB rechargeable vibrator. It’s hard and has a pointy end, so I can put direct pressure very precisely were I want it, on and around my clit, sometimes teasing myself by moving it down, around, inside myself.
The tension in my body increased, moved up my body from my stomach to my chest as my breathing became quicker. The tension grew and mounted, but I still couldn’t come. So I reverted to reading, the blue toy in my ass, the purple toy on my clit, and my imagination subsumed into someone else’s story.
Finally I felt the fluttering of my pussy, spasming of my orgasm. I was a little loud, as I gasped and made those sounds which are probably unique to each woman, as she looses control of her body, and her reactions, just for a moment.
I turned the purple vibrator off, and removed the blue one from my ass, slowly, feeling the contraction as it left my body, and felt as though I could finally go to sleep.